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You know, I could never hear the ocean when I held that shell to my ear, just beautiful silence.  Which is better than false ocean noises anyway to me.  I'd rather just go to the ocean to hear it in person, than to listen to it through a shell.   I've been to the ocean.  I've rolled in its captivating tide with all my clothes on in the dead of night.  I've danced through its foamy surf underneath that beautiful Australian sun.  And I loved it.  I did it all with the best of friends.   I wish I could do it all again. You know, I've wished so many times.  Sometimes of things that don't really matter, sometimes of things that do.  I wish to

I politely told the priest that I didn't believe in her faith and her views she smiled rather shyly and complimented me on my shoes It's all bread and wine to me It's all just bread and wine to me I strike a pose in my back pew but I don't bow my head in prayer I lick my heart-shaped lollypop and I keep my faith unaware It's all bread and wine to me It's all just bread and wine to me In my pew I don't read the bible I smoke and giggle and swear There are whispers all around this sacred space people can't help but scowl and stare How very Christian of them.

on the floor, in six pieces, and two more, hidden in the freezer, i remember a needle, a little bit of skin, i couldn't find the scar, pushed the blade, so far into her arm, fading shiny star, it's hard to lie, when she hurts, so hard to smile, and cut her just right, imagine, sleeping in the snow, torn dolls, cannot feel the cold, think back, her lovely tears, "you make me happy," and she smiled, gave me her heart, beating though dry, i took out her heart, and replaced it with mine, adoration, on the table next to you, in 8 pieces, all for you.

I never heard it coming I only felt it hit Hard on my back Pain radiating from it Thoughts race through my mind Faster than a speeding bullet Ashamed at everything Everything that surrounds me Mothers disowning daughters Father beating sons Families shunning All in the name of love Did you hear? Spongebob is gay Damn, there goes another Friend I almost knew He joins Snufuluagus Bert and Ernie too All singing with Tinky-Winky As Mr. Rogers ties his shoes It seems that everyone is either gay or pro-family never just normal Only one option left never join the world No tv, radio, or internet to keep me safe from gays I